Friday, November 13, 2015

Day 1: Heavy w/d


This is day 1 with no fent or dope. I was on fent analogs, dropped to dope to taper, then dropped off dope and did my last shot yesterday. I took some tianeptine and kratom today and still feel terrible. also Xanax. I was on fent analogs for about a year so you can imagine how the w/d's are. fucking horrific.

I don't know what to do guys... you always have good advice. Eating is such a chore. nothing brings me pleasure. it's 30F and windy as fuck outside, and I'm in this big house all alone.

Some kind words or advice would be great friends....

also (thought about getting some suboxone from a dude... comments on that?)

edit: thanks everyone. I took some more kratom, felt good enough to get out. I think I’ll just go cold turkey cause I start a job on Monday and I need this shit over with asap

edit2: got 30 subs 8/2mg. hopefully this will go smoothly

edit3: not sure if I should even take the subs because the kratom and lope have been keeping me together fairly well. is it even worth it? if it is.. how long should I wait? should I just stick with lope and kratom and fuck the subox? I don't want to get thrown into pwd...

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